Vigilantism or Natural Reaction?

Read this story to understand this post.....


 Legally you can't go around beating people-even if they deserve it, but this is why his abuse should be a mitigating factor, and why more people need to think about these sorts of things and look at them in a more in depth manner:
The worst component of abuse-at least the most lasting component of it is the psychological aspect. Not just the psychological scars from the rape, or the broken trust, but the mental control, and intentional breaking down of the self by the perpetrator. The direct psychological abuse keeps happening whenever the victim is around the predator-whether or not the rape continues, and almost nobody other than the victim and the predator ever recognize the abuse-especially if the abuser is smart.
I was severely abused psychologically and emotionally abused growing up-even as an adult-by my parents, but they rarely ever did anything that, as a kid, I could point to specifically, and never in front of others. I was only about 3 years ago that I finally pulled the plug on that relationship, the head game had worked so well, that I couldn't be convinced to do it before, I was still laboring under the whole "family is the most important thing in the World" myth. It has only been recently that I had to acknowledge just how sick and evil my parents really were-I still don't want to think about just how bad they might have been. I was very fortunate to have creative outlets in my life, and a grandmother who was wonderful or I surely would have wound up dead or in prison.
The cognitive dissonance caused by the control by the abuser over the natural innocence and confidence of a young, exuberant kid creates enormous frustration and anger or rage, and especially in this day and age where it is politically incorrect to get angry, it must be held inside, where it festers and amplifies any obstacles or troubles the victim may face in life. This is a circular escalation that can infect and effect every part of of the victim's life. I doesn't go away with facing down the issue. Sometimes facing down the issue-or the abuser.
I often thought that if I had given my father the savage, yet non-fatal beating he so truly deserved when he was young enough to have it not look like elder-abuse on my part. The outcome would have probably gotten everybody therapy, and maybe me out of that house.
I just turned 40 this year. I have never been married-never even close, even thought the only thing I have ever really wanted-ever since I was old enough to remember thinking about it, is a wife, and a house, and a dog. The average duration of my romantic relationships is about 3 weeks. As soon as they get a glimpse of what they are dealing with they usually vanish into thin air. The girls that are patient enough, and caring enough to accept what I have been through can't cope with my personality. The games the psychological abuse plays with confidence and self-esteem are unbelievable. The ability to think that you have found trustworthy people who almost always turn out to be more abusers is mind-blowing. The only people who can relate to you are supremely screwed up-and often borderline dangerous if not outright psychopathic...I sleep with a gun because of the people I have met in my life, not because I am paranoid or suicidal, but because a Federal Agent recommended I do so. People keep company with people who understand and accept them-in my case, that group was the wrong one...thank God I figured that out by myself.
 I have trouble keeping the same job for very long because it involves getting to know, and dealing with people who can't ever fathom what I have had to deal with.
I have never, and plan on never harming a hair on anyone' head, and it has been nearly 15 years since I figured out that it wasn't ME that was the problem and started taking steps to deal with my abuse...but even then I didn't know exactly WHAT was making me feel the way I did.
I am not saying I agree with what this man did, I am saying that I understand, and can't really blame him.

A Lesson to the Feeble-Minded

To all of the beneficiaries of the work of service workers: You are lucky, not smart
To all of you who are fortunate enough to have 'real' jobs and are the beneficiaries of service-industry workers without properly appreciating it:
Fuck you.
We don't like you. You are morons. You are condescending, rude, you drive cars that are a waste of money and prescious natural resources, your kids are a bunch of fuckin' whiney little pussies, and most of all, you aren't any smarter than any of us, you are just more fortunate. Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, Albert Einstein-those are smart people. You may have been just smart enough to say the exact right thing at the interview-i.e.- known exactly what lie to tell and when, but you aren't smart.
..and did LOOK in the mirror before you left the house today?
Know what you want when you got up to the speakerbox at the drive through or to the cashier, if you are at a place for the first time and there is a line, don't ask the person behind the counter for a detailed description of the ENTIRE menu. Just. Don't. Your eating disorder or sensitive tummy is not more important that the people in line behind you-or their time. Making more than $40k a year DOES NOT makes you special, it makes you fortunate, and as such you should relish in your good fortunne by enjoying the added security of a healthy income and be more relaxed and gracious to those around you. If you are making more than $40k a year and you are broke? FUCK YOU twice as hard. You are pathetic. You insult all of us that live and work poor so you can have whatever you want when you want it and we usually don't ever get to save up enough money to go on a proper vaction. You wonder why there is so much cheap booze at the convenience store, and all those flavored blunt-wraps? That is how we cope with you lame-ass you fuckin' punks.
Don't fuckin' explain the menu to me at my work. Don't tell me how to do my fucking job because you 'waited tables in college' or because 'you've been their too bro!' go fuck yourself, I am not your 'bro,' bro.
When you get in a cab, know where you are fuckin' going and tell the driver-if he doesn't know how to get there HE WILL SAY SO fuckwad, don't be a prick and ask 'do you know how to get there?'... and don't give directions-unless he obviously is going the wrong way. Pay your cab driver with cash you retarded little shit. A credit and debit debit card is for Amazon, eBay, of buying your 300 inch LCD flat panel from Best Buy. Anytime you present plastic to a small business person you are saying " I am fucking you out of  as much as%10 of your gross because I am too fucking lazy to reach into my pocket and count out 45 dollars because I am a douchetard".
Don't ask for split checks. Only douchebags do that. Seriously. Your server may not look busy, but they aren't getting paid to do math you should have done in your head when you ordered if you weren't planning on picking up the tab. One thing telling your server you want separate checks tells him or is that you are all too cheap and too lazy, which means you aren't going to tip for shit and will waste the server's time over any 23 cent discrepancy. Another thing you need to understand about a restaurant, is that as soon as you ask for split checks, so will everyone else, and if things get busy suddenly as they often do, you could hold up everyone just because you are a lazy shit-for-brains asshole who is too lazy to do basic addition. Pack a baloney sandwich from home of go through the drive thru asshole.
   You got lucky because you learned computers at an early age, or were born good at math, or were weak-minded enough that you can actually sit in a cubicle all day, chewing your cud, nibbling rice cakes, and trying to find naked pictures of Kenny G the internet that you can masterbate to in your off time-or maybe you' get really crazy and original and do it in the bathroom on your break.
You are a freakin' rebel.
Just getting up and going to work and downloading shit on iTunes doesn't make you anything. In order to be something special, you have to be special. You have to actually do something with your life that doesn't involve acting superior or taking down to other people because they are waiting on you.
You are probably average-or worse.

Dear Pandora...

...thanks for ONCE AGAIN, reaching as far as you possibly can across the great musical soundboard of the Universe and turning the 'SUCK!' knob up to 11. Times 1 million. To the Googalith power.
You USED to be cool, but now? Meh? You are the Chupacabra of cultural decay. You are the Detroit of Pop-Culture with George W Bush as Mayor without the benefit of his beloved cocaine and bourbon.
I love all kinds of music, but requesting an Americana band doesn't mean one song by said band and an hour of BAD examples of Einstrzunde Neubaten's worst. They are geniuses yes, but if I want Americana that is what I want -not your idiotic "I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD BECAUSE YOU INVESTED IN MY WORTHLESS COMPANY THAT I CAN ALWAYS BE ALL THINGS TO ALL PEOPLE EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY AND MAYBE SOMEDAY WE WILL BE PROFITABLE EVEN THOUGH I JUST WANT TO BE A COOL INDIE-ROCK COLLEGE STATION BUT INSTEAD WE ARE GOING TO TRY AND SUCK THE LIFE OUT OF ALL OF THE FEW REMAINING COOL STATIONS IN AMERICA AND PRETEND WE"RE STILL COOL WHILE WE NOT ONLY HELP KILL THE REST OF THE RECORD INDUSTRY BUT DESTROY ANY FUTURE FOR INTERNET RADIO JUST SO WE CAN JUSTIFY OUR SALARIES AND NOT LOSE THE HOMES WE BOUGHT AND TOTALLY UNDERWATER IN"
You are worthless, destructive, greedy, totally uncool pieces of shit. If you ever had any vision you lost it when your 'quick-money startup cash cow' only did well enough to make you mediocre in the eyes of Wall Street when the real street realized you should go home and shoot yourself for ruining shit you were never cool enough to grasp to begin with. Which is really why you started this isn't it? Because you knew you weren't cool, you were too lazy to learn music and you hated all the cool kids who were computer nerds and you thought -"I'll show them what's cool! I can write CODE! THAT IS GOING TO BE THE NEEEWWWW COOOOL!_I don't have to know anything about music, just what morons want to listen to in their car on their way home from the MAAALLLL!"
You are still losers-but look on the bright side, you are ruining it for millions of others, they be just as pathetic and square as you.

Yep. And I'm a 'Conservative'

It is notoriously lame to SPLOG, but the author of this blog got it more right than I ever could. I am not trying to capitalize on someone else's work, I just think this guy deserves a couple more reads.
Thanks, VM

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